midnight fears!

okie ! this is really silly , i know ! but maybe its partial claustrophobia o something but i can never take a nature's call after eleven pm !! trust me.. i mean its after this ungodly hour that i have to pee and i absolutely fear that confined bathroom of mine !
i always have to call up someone or text them n need coaxing to go to the bathroom ! and also as I'm standing in front of those doors i have a feeling that something will either creep up from the sink , or someone will see through the exhaust window or there will be a creepy hand crawling through it !
the fact that its a confined space elevates my fear and also all that I've watched on TV today.. like today for example, i had to pee real bad as mom made me drink gallons of stuff today as my body was overheating ! she made me drink the last bottle of barley water and went off to sleep.. at eleven.. after watching castle , scrubs , 30rock , Hannibal (aah! this was the culprit!) and csi : NY i went on to the next facility of entertainment : FACEBOOK !
as it struck 12:25 a.m., i had to pee ! i had been trying to hold it in but hell, i wasn't ready to go through another night of sheer discomfort ! so yes, i went to the bathroom. switching on all the lights in the process ( yes. i am environmentally aware, which is why i would do the damn thing faster and come back to switch them off. duh!) and finally those creepy doors made me freeze. there was a certain chill in the humid air. also it is the monsoons here.. finally as i went to open the door i had a fleeting glimpse of blood slowly trickling down the walls through the same damn window !! aaaaaaargh !
but wait !
my curiosity overcame the fear. and i opened the door , did my business and zoomed out ! yes.m feeling very triumphant at the moment.
and this will last until tomorrow night.
just like clockwork !

vacation time !

its june. m done with my exams and done with my semester and im done with mysore for the time being. and m back in mangalore ! *nostalgic music*
its vacation time. now vacation for us girls who're bound by rules laid down by parents born in the 50's ( and think like they're from the 15th century) means that we sit at home, learn to cook, go for driving classes, spend time with a la familia , go on temple tours and sit at home. no movies, no TV , no roaming around window shopping and no going to cafe coffee day ( good heavens ! such a bad place ) . no , i don like cafe coffee day . m more of the beer and watch football kind ( or wine ) with my manly buddies and scream n holler the place down or roam around get drenched in the rain , play volleyball in the beach (once again in the rain) and be everythin my mom thinks m not !
so m in a compromise. i sit in my room the whole day, google everythin of interest , facebook 24*7 , play (yes. i do. u got a problem ?) and watch the rain thrash about every electric pole in the area.
if only wishes came true.
and if only my mom knew what im always upto.
i hope that day never comes.