songs of life..

another weekend goes by.. spent it in heavenly madikeri.. more about it in the next blog when the pics are mailed to me =)
so here i am awake listenin to alter bridge.. watch over you.. i love this song.. despite the pathetic one way street 'm at when it comes to my love life , i always cherish this number.. and it makes me wonder what was going through the atrist's mind when he wrote this song, when he sang it.. who might've been there in his mind? or was he a stuck up money minded bitch ? nah.. even if he was there would've been one point in his screwed up life he would have been in love and sung it for her..
whoever she was must've been lucky.. the song goes so deep.. being a hindu and brought up in a conventional family (regarding me) i must say that my hopes for having someone dedicate this to me are really really low.. arranged marriage is mostly for freaks ( my bro-in-laws are the only exceptions) who cant get their own gal and for idiots like me who don have any other choice but have an arranged marriage.. in three years..
the thought is enough to put me into depression until kingdom come.. but being the "positive" person that i am i'll make the best of the next three years.. have fun and live a life i'll never regret for the rest of my enslaved life.. =)
i guess the best person to dedicate this track to is myself.. after it'll be me giving myself strength to forget the person i finally really love when i'm getting married to someone else.. sounds filmy i know .. i guess this is where they get their ideas from ...
cause sometimes life gets a bit too dramatic to be true yet the pain u have to go through will remind u that its nothing but the truth..

back in mys-ore

okay.. its been around fifteen days since i came back.. not bad.. the bus ride was horrible.. took all my strength not to take a bus back home.. ah well, now that m already here i can say i almost did take the train back home but went to bang instead.. the plans got cancelled thanks to sid goin off to kerala and even worse not get anythin back for me (die ! *bitch* =D ) .. so i ended up in bang instead..
the weekend was really great !! went shoppin with this crazy female but her haircut took a long time so we came back home when it started raining like cats dogs and elephants !! we got drenched to the bone i guess.. screaming all over the road.. gettin lost in between.. searchin for an auto for me to go home.. all at around nine p.m. which is almost like 1 a.m. in this sleepy city.. the ride was fun.. the best..
we both woke up ( in our respective homes ) with a bad cold.. by mid afternoon we got bored and went shopping !! hell, she's the best shopping buddy anyone can have.. two shopaholics (when the mood's right) out on the loose.. even better , we both got the shoes we wanted !! man that was the cherry on the cake.. my depression ( cos i couldn go home to meet sid ajju n adi) and everythin jus vanished into thin air !! thanks to that brand new shop opening up we got it for dirt cheap rates.. we solemnly pray lord!! bless the propreiters of the place !!!! =D =D words can barely describe my sheer bliss in gettin those shoes ... **sighs**
waitin for a party to wear it to..
so with our allowances totally drained we decided to go home.. went to another friend's place and bitched to glory .. total gal ( n guy ) time.. :D i can still get a kick thinkin of that day..
then came the weekend.. my classmate came with me for the train journey.. i have a history with climbing the wrong train .. expensive one at that too.. :D thank god for him.. the train journey was awesome.. i love it absolutely !!!
what did i do once i reached ? bought cranberry juice, had my usb modem , went home , ate aan attempt made at ghee roast but was hungry and it did taste good so ate that, browsed till 3 a.m.. normal stuff cos we were tired with all the raoming around.. next day i went bought shoes which were satisfactory.. was kinda low as i wanted to be in mlore.. but then we found a place serving amazing pasta !!! yummo ^_^ mesa was back in action..bought beer and vodka, hookah flavour n we chilled out smokin hookah drinkin till one a.m. and clickin pics on his nikon =D .. ram slept off after that i went browsing(bad connectivity though).. :) it was a good time..
next mornig i missed the mornign train n afternoon ram couldn come onto the platform so i had to catch the train ALL BY MYSELF !!! i was terrified!! in came my classmate to my rescue, partially though cos he had to catch a train which left later.. man he's a damn sweet bugger.. (thank u again lord !)
we made friends with more students who were comin this way.. had another great time chatting all the way back !! i love train journeys.. nostalgic moments when it passed "settihalli" (i kno u'll read this :) .. )
came back home.. turned on the web and oh MAN !! amazing connectivity at my place :D ..
got back the budweiser i had in sid's honour.. guess ill keep it :D
i had a great weekend after a really long time..
and to the ones who made it happen : love ya'll

new resolution for the crap around

i have three more days here in mlore.. and m already dreading my return to the of ppl with no balls and no honour.. i have my options back in college.. of course with all the nonsensical drama goin on around with the people i knew i guess im gonna have an ekta kapoor serial happening right in fron of my eyes.. oh! with all the fake honour and perfection in places where we all know what's actually there.......................oh yeah.....! m sure me and swathi ( my partner in crime , a co-devil u can say) will have a great time !
and in case i don't have any chance then i will make a new one.. out of every opportunity that arises..
i think i wasted a lot of time tryin to be who i was not so now here comes the real me !! gonna enjoy however i can with complete disregard of every other A****** who will comment.. after all the ones who will comment have nothin else to do in their pathetic non-entertaining lives.. i say give them somethin to survive!! **evil laugh**
this will be my take on issues..
I WILL HAVE FUN !
its party time !!